Okay..so, like. Forget it. What the fuck am I to you anw? A complete stranger, I suppose. I didn't even knew what I did to you, I didn't even knew anything at all. Till you had to change completely to someone I don't even recognize at all. Man, is this what you've become? Fuck, now you seem like you don't even give a fuck to what's happening now. But, I'm not gonna care anymore. Cos I've been enduring this shit for years. Yknow how sick to death am I of you? Of your bag of tricks? Stop pretending like you fucking don't know anything. Great, just great. I thought you were my best friend. A best friend that never fails to make you smile no matter what. So, what now? You love to watch me fall, don't you? Right. And, playing ignorance on me? Okay, fine. I'll fucking do the same thing back to you. Is this what you call a true best friend now? Well, I suppose. The very best friend that I've trusted through out these years that's willing to fucking deceive me and made me a total complete motherfucking fool in the end. Thanks, a lot.

PS / I just realised Amir and I are somewhat like siblings. Cos our mothers behave the same way like each other. Lol. And thanks Han, for your advice.
Chao.

But darling, you are the only exception.

It rained and rained and rained. Feeling like going out w/the usual but I'm broke. Like, seriously broke. Needa start saving for next month already. Ahahaha. -_-
Watched 2012 with tha homies ystd and it went well.
Awesome day for me.
And I got pissed off in the wee hours of the morning. Hah, reasons.
Alright bye.

Hi.
Been hanging out with my bffs frequently again, which is a good thing. Catching up about things and all. Having another final practice tmrw, plus the big day on Tuesday. I hope I won't screw my part. Heh. Wasn't in a very good mood yesterday, but thanks to Auntie Fad, Amir, Aizat, Atika, Ajik and Nyzm for cheering me up. Instead of sleeping early, I slept at 4am instead. Negative thoughts circled around, tsk.

Ah, okay. Will continue someday.
Nights.

Their entrance song is awshum pls.
Right, so spent the morning at the hospital for my appointment. Turned out I had to wait 2 long hours(plus some examinations in between), hoping to see if the doctor is gonna do something productive. But naw, he didn't. He went in and out of the room frequently, cos he said he was busy and stuff. So what else, I sat there and shaked my leg throughout the whole thing. Rofl. Got released after that. Had lunch with mom, then went home. And now, I'm having eyegasms at the GazettE. <3

Aizat and I was bored in the evening, so he intro-ed me these vids. Thanks eh, brother. \m/
K bai. :3

OHHHHH, LOOK AT THIS. Ruki's hair is still sexy as ever. Ehehehe. ♥
Same song, but still..there's some difference right? LOL.

P.S / Psycho predosaur! <3

So, this week's been a really bad week. Been feeling moodless recently, due to certain reasons. And..mainly, I want to thank Amir, Aizat, Atika, Aisyah and Fatin for being there without fail. Heh. Having practice tomorrow at 8am..great. I've been having lack of sleep recently too. Eyebags are starting to weigh, ugh. Really went moodless last night, cos I felt really bad. Ah..forget it. But I felt fine after that. Okay, so I've just Skyped with Amir, Aizat, Atika and Hanna. Ahah, hilarious conversation I had with them. Heh. Right, I think I should sleep early tonight. Since I've been sleeping around 2am-3am everyday. I need to stop this habit of sleeping at the wee hours of the morning, seriously. And, now I can't even open my eyes. I need to sleep. Plus..I'm starving.

Mommmm, I need my food nao.

Currently at Elfi's crib which I'll be staying for a night here. Came here to clear my mind off things though. So went to school yesterday with Fina, got to know which subjects I'm taking next year plus the class I'm going into. 303's the class, except that Fina's moving to 304 while Fitri moved to my class. Glad that I got the subjects and class I wanted. Plus, I'm extra glad to have Fitri around next year. :)

So..went to Fina's crib with the girls yesterday, since we didn't know where else to slack. Got to see Arina again. Still adorable as before. Heh. Did our own stuffs, then went home at 6. Got home at 7+, was worn out by then. Came online, spilled everything to bestfriend.. Thanks for the listening ear, jyeah. And..you're right. I should stop this and move on anw. Oh yeah, you cheer up too, okay. You know I hate seeing you like this. :(

Next year's gonna be a hard year.. Hm. Aight, enough for now.

(Sleep With One Eye Open - Bring Me The Horizon)

Dear ladies and gentlemen in this photo, you know I love you guys to tha corez. Thanks for all, especially to my girls! Thanks for all the memories we shared from Secondary 1 till now. :D I'm gonna miss you all fo'sho. Meet up soon. ♥

Alright, got caught in the rain last night. My head feels horrid.. Ah, stupid headache. Had peanut butter sandwiches this morning, yum. Life is so good. (Y)
Missing so many close ones right now. And bestfriend, you know I miss you too. :)
Gossip about random things soon, otay. :D

Live high.